WARNING: This blog contains conversations about my life. It can be cruel but it's the truth from the way I percive it. I don't always use nice words and sometimes I share a little bit too much. I don't put on a happy face in the midst of hard times because that's what inspires others. If you have an issue please navigate away from this page now.

Monday, April 18, 2011

New Me, New Look

Let me make a long story VERY short. Between living with five other adults and one child in a place I don't want to be in, facing a move out of state that I'm completely unprepared for, waiting on our new furniture to arrive and facing it not getting here in time for the move, my state boards approaching and the threat of our military not getting paid, I ended up in the hospital for anxiety almost 2 weeks ago.

I had an anxiety attack that lasted 2.5 hours when B's Grandma finally forced me into the hospital. To date, that has been the only one I've ever had and it scared the crap out of me. I was given something that night to calm down and I've been seeing a psychologist since. I've done everything in my power to adjust my attitude and avoid the people I live with since that's my biggest issue. I have got a long way to go until I'm fully better. However, I am confident if I keep up the work I will be back to 110% in no time.

So, because I'm feeling the need to be a tree hugging, peace tea drinking, its all about the love, don't worry about a thing kind of person I've redone my blog to influence a brighter more happy me. Hope you enjoy.

1 comment:

  1. I like your new layout and am glad you are feeling better! I feel like a horrible person, I remember you asked me about any advice about moving to Va and I didn't respond!!! I am so sorry I had a few crazy things happen, and some things slipped my mind. It just hit me when reading this! Anyways I probably wouldn't be the best person to give you advice since I just moved there, but I know Va Beach is a nice area to live, mostly because that is where I am at! lol And I was always told to avoid Portsmouth and downtown Norfolk. It seems like you already got a place though so that is good!!! I hope all is well and promise if you ask for advice again it won't take me a month to get back to you! Sorry again!!!