Let me make a long story VERY short. Between living with five other adults and one child in a place I don't want to be in, facing a move out of state that I'm completely unprepared for, waiting on our new furniture to arrive and facing it not getting here in time for the move, my state boards approaching and the threat of our military not getting paid, I ended up in the hospital for anxiety almost 2 weeks ago.
I had an anxiety attack that lasted 2.5 hours when B's Grandma finally forced me into the hospital. To date, that has been the only one I've ever had and it scared the crap out of me. I was given something that night to calm down and I've been seeing a psychologist since. I've done everything in my power to adjust my attitude and avoid the people I live with since that's my biggest issue. I have got a long way to go until I'm fully better. However, I am confident if I keep up the work I will be back to 110% in no time.
So, because I'm feeling the need to be a tree hugging, peace tea drinking, its all about the love, don't worry about a thing kind of person I've redone my blog to influence a brighter more happy me. Hope you enjoy.
